Dublin & Norwich  

Posted by Finding Roads to Take

If a man or woman were there under the wide waters, if he could see God
as God is continually with man, he would be safe in soul and body, and come to no harm.
And furthermore, he would have more consolation and strength than all this world can tell.
For it is God's will that we believe that we see him continually, though it seems to us that the sight be only partial; and through this belief he makes us always to gain more grace,
for God wishes to be seen, and he wishes to be sought, and he wishes to be expected,
and he wishes to be trusted.
--Julian of Norwich

I'm going to take the time to reflect on cliches for a moment. Why does it really seem like it's "always darkest before the dawn" and that "it always gets worse before it gets better"? I used to think it was so that we could appreciate the light of the dawn more after having just emerged from darkness. But now I think that, in many cases, the darkness is necessary in order for the dawn to be bright. I don't think bad things happen arbitrarily or at random, and I don't think they remain unredeemed. I really think that we go through trials and that because of those trials the dawn is able not only to come, but to be even brighter than it would have been otherwise. There's been so many, many times in my life where I've looked back and seen that the dark, uncertain, unpleasant times were necessary for bright, clean, brilliant blessings. There are some things that I believe God brings us into (and through) in order for something good to take place or in order for us to become someone good, and then there are others that he simply allows us to experience. Things that are just...life. Death of loved ones, lost jobs, bad financial situations, heartbreaks. Things that God doesn't necessarily cause to happen, but just do. But I firmly believe that he redeems all of these times, and gives us opportunity to be blessed by them. Nothing is random. If you're out there barely hanging on, don't let go. Your arms will be stronger when your feet are back on the ground, and the sun will be brighter around you as you look back over the jagged rocks you were hanging perilously over.

Currently consuming: Ben & Jerry's Dublin Mudslide ice cream

Is it worth it, can I work it?  

Posted by Finding Roads to Take

Somehow, any blog I start always fizzles after a short time. I get really bored writing about simply day-to-day stuff, but when I start writing about serious stuff I reveal to the world how long-winded and opinionated I really am. However, it's the serious stuff that really interests me. So I'm going to try to reign myself in here and post about what is on my mind but without writing a novel every post. I know what it's like to have a short attention span :)

If anyone reads this, feel free to comment if you find something worth responding or adding to.

Maybe I'll throw in some day-to-day stuff every now and then, just to keep things kind of light.

Before I end this post, I do want to mention the amazing alpaca farm we have just down the road from our apartment. Jacob and I walked down there yesterday and the alpacas were out in the field near the fence. They're so cute! I want to hug them all. These people must have 20 alpacas. There's a little baby one who is just adorable! I've nicknamed him Pac (Hey, I didn't say it was creative).